you make me excited about life. thank you.

 i don't even think about how long of a day i worked, how shitty it was, how much money i DIDN'T make when i get to see you at the end of it. this is good. this is really good. i love you.

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2. type in your answer.
3. only use the first page.
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1. What is your first name?



3. What's your favorite TV show?(s)?






4. What's your favorite color?


5. What's your favorite movie(s)?



6. Whos your favortie disney princess?



7. The name of your pet?

no pet. :(

8. What's your favorite vacation spot?



9. What are you most afraid of?

10. What's your favorite time of day?



11. Whats your favorite accessory?



12. One word to describe yourself?


13. How old will you be on your next birthday?




14. Favorite place?



15. Favorite object?

 


 




18. Favorite celebrity?



20. Whats your middle name?



21. Bad habit of yours?



22. Your First Job?


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forgive someone today. it feels great. maybe i will be blessed in my future for being so forgiving? i don't know but it feels right. everyone makes mistakes. i love the people in my life. thank you for making me want to be this way.

karmakarmakarma

what just happened? my insides are hurting. my face is soaked. i drove you away. we're both still hurt by the past. i can't watch you be so destructive to yourself anymore. kiss my nose one more time please.

im not satisfied with my life. i don't remember the last time i was. it's such an uneasy feeling. im living a different life now. i chose to do this. no more rules. no more morals. is this what i want? maybe im just having a bad day. maybe this feeling will pass. i've hurt too many people in the past year. im almost 19. i don't know what to do with myself. all i do is work and hangout with a few people. im afraid im starting to get money hungry like my mother. that is all she wants and all she cares about. im killing my body. this isn't what i wanted for myself.



"there's a lot to be said for knowing exactly what the day has in store for you, so the next time you find yourself bored with your life, remember that spontaneity is just another word for unpredictability. you need to try to get away from the 'grass is always greener' approach to things. if you are always wishing things were different, how will you ever be satisfied? your routine will start to get more exciting and interesting once you start appreciating it as it is."



i need to keep reading that till it sinks in.